Lunch with my BF (best friend) yesterday was two fold (1) to see how she was - she hasn't been in great form so I reckoned a laugh and a pondering on life would cheer her up (2) to discuss my latest paranoia!! (this was definitely guaranteed to focus her mind on things other than her "not so happy" state!).
After talk of her "happiness state" (or lack of it) I took the opportunity to voice my recent paranoia. After listening intently as I finished with "I know I'm probably being paranoid but ..." she cut me short by confounding my fears "you've been here before", she said, "and your intuition was right then" .... "so chances are you're probably right now!".
Intuition ... such an indepth word ... lots of people don't believe in intuition but I hold my hand up to being one of those people who do. I get what others would call a gut feeling about people, things, events, happenings and I'm never wrong. So needless to say when I get that "gut" feeling again about my ex's other half (lets call her MC)and her not so stable state of mind, I can't just ignore it, so I consult with my BF to see whether she thinks my thoughts are founded or boardering on paranoia .. again. And as above she thinks my intuition is right - MC's at it again - her use of manipulation to meet her own ends, still manages to astound me, whilst at the same time causes that sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. I just can't go there again ...
So the advise from my BF is, be aware, watch and pull rank, afterall you are the mother, the first wife, and you now have the hindsight of experience behind you - in other words ... play her at her own game? Only problem with that is i'm not very good at playing games .. never was .. which is why I lost the first one ..
Round 2 .. here we come ...
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