Yesterday morning child no. 1 (C1) received a series of texts from MC - suffice to say these texts were suggesting meeting on a weekend that wasn't their weekend. Upon my offer of a cooked breakfast C1 came into the kitchen to say that MC had invited him for breakfast in the local cafe. Suspicions of intuition confirmed!! What followed was a stomach churning moment of complete nausea when I thought I was going to empty the contents of my stomach on the kitchen floor!! Subtle waves of panic, all too familiar, rocked me .... OMG this can't be happening again ....
With the benefit of experience, I calmed myself, confirmed with my other half (lets call him WD) that my suspicions were founded, showed him the said texts, whereupon he expressed his disbelief at the subtle manipulation that MC had tried to use - this wasn't new to me, in fact, it just brought back all those old feelings again which always end in ... I can't go through this again ...
I resolved the matter by tentatively explaining to C1 what was going on (very lose explanation might I add) and just asked that he trust me in this one. So he did and I dictated the last text to him ..... SEND .... REPLY .... the offer of breakfast was withdrawn ..... Round 2 to me!
For anyone reading this I'm sure you're thinking paranoia is the order of the day on my part, what crap am I sprouting about intuition, however, you really would have had to live through that period in my life to understand that this time, I will be ahead of the game! (does that sound paranoid or what!!!!!)
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